back of gaining weight

It seems like my goal of losing more 10pounds is not going to happen because past few days, i been eating like a hog. I am trying to minimize my food intake but it seems like after i take a bite, I tend to eat a lot more. I used to not cooking rice anymore but after our fil-am get together last week, i always find myself looking for rice. I guess its time for me to take apidexin. I'm just wondering if apedixin help to curve my appetite though. I know eating a lot makes me gain a lot of weight fast.