WTH am i thinking?

So stress-out right now like, i wanted to get all the online errands done before daylight. Its now 5:30 in the morning and here i am with the little girl beside me, wide awake while me browsing, researching and writing stuffs that i don't even know what to write about. I wanted everything to be perfectly over because i plan on going out the house tomorrow to visit friends. I don't wanna be like, have fun tomorrow then come home tired and have to force myself to work for the rest.

I never even started out to work the laundry or the dishes and kind of hoping that somebody will load them up for me but guess what, everybody are asleep except me and Lys.

Anyway, i'm hoping to have a nice weather tomorrow--with sunshine and warm enough for us to go outside, relaxing in the shady fig tree that my friend had. Being in the cold weather for 2 months is just so depressing. Its nice to be able to go outside without thinking you are in the beginning of the winter season. This is just i want right now, not sure if i will be granted, i would be a total happy camper if it does.